always good to be reminded of this.
ah huh. sending out resume tmr to that freakingawesomeadvertisingfirm. FINGERS X.
“Omygosh! ): you shouldn’t be crying on ny’s. No one’s ever supp to cry on ny. ))) ; don’t ever let anyone take your happiness away okay? (: remb ny’s is always about a new start / beginning.
I understand things may have changed between ** and you. But that’s only bcos time has made us become what we are today. E issues and situations we face daily have a subconscious affect on how we perceive and act.. Its quite a big part of growing up really.
I hate that you felt most alone on ny’s. It isn’t supp to be that way. You were supp to crossover the new years w e people you love.. ): but ykno baby, you’re special e way you are, and there’s some many people doting and loving you. (; don’t let one incident ruin e year. )):
As for trust issues w **, I guess you must make a conscious decision if you can overlook this one ny’s for e 8 yrs of friendship. s: tough thing to do, but this will save e agony on having mixed feelings for ** whenever u guys meet. Otherwise, it is also gonna be whokays if you choose to say, “hey.. Whatever happens w ** happened, but yknowhat, heck! He’s still my friend, and I’m his. Not sure if we’ll share e same friendship we once shared, but I’m living my life! Gonna meet new people, make new friends, stay in aussie, and not be bounded by current issues and problems. Its gonna be a new years and I’m gonna start it right”. (((:
Jiayou baby. whatever you do, I’m supporting you. Xoxo, c.”
She has one hell bucketload of optimism in her. I m learning to live life happier and to be contented with what i have all because of her. I LOVE U CLAR MOKKIES! baby, i am grateful to have ya in my life for the past 8yrs and counting.
“The Tao abides in non-action,
Yet nothing is left undone.
If kings and lords observed this,
The ten thousand things would develop naturally.
If they still desired to act,
They would return to the simplicity of formless substance.
Without form there is no desire.
Without desire there is tranquillity.
In this way all things would be at peace.”
There’s so much disturbance in my life now, I am desperately trying to empty out those negativity and be a happier person. Wanting to be better will be a bonus and I strive to do so. Someone told me this on NY’s day because i was feeling so down,
“Dont live for others thats all i can say. You’ll have to keep those that want you.”
I am bringing my life back to basics. Not gonna complicate and pollute it no more.
- trust issues with the “best” friend just before the clock struck on ny’s day.
- drunk, screamed, cried.
- and no, i m so nt dating a dude younger than me, its so cougarish wrong.
i think its time to put a stop to partylife. time to get a proper job and back to act like a designer on drugs.
“fag x 20 for being unforgiving.”
it felt like a slap on my face.
Its a daily habit for me to mock at the other party (loser) when he/she lose to me in a word fight so when he actually retaliate back, it sure was harsh.
and so i reflect..
like freaking learn to forgive rather than hate, fag.
Overdue merry merry!
Santa left me a present: A wisdom tooth. Nobody’s touching it, not even the dentist.
When you found out that..
When things are not that complicated..
