June 2012
2 posts
you know i loved you so.
You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You’re so fucking special But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don’t belong here
April 2012
7 posts
you know you have f-ed up..
when,
- you add ur bosses on fb. ( biggest no-no) they start judging not just me but my entire generation. well done me.
- when Radiohead sounds annoying with the lack of sleep
- when u just stare at the damn mac screen about to burst out crying
- when u cant prioritize for for nuts and put ‘watch tv’ on the top of ur list
- when all u need is a can of beer and there’s none...
Time.
so much going on..
-planning of a film & a reality show
-Best friend’s craazy bd partae
-So many other friends to meetup with
-Work!
-Getting a tattoo
-overseas trip plan
i need to learn to prioritize like a pro.
and everytime when I feel sad..
I will watch ‘The Notebook’ and cry my hearts out. When it all ends, I will press the replay button and watch it all again till I fall asleep. I am in love with how Noah and Ally have sucha deep unconditional love for each other even after 50yrs of marriage.
Get out of my life.
yes you.
March 2012
10 posts
“One of the mixed blessings of being twenty and twenty-one and even twenty-three...”
– Joan Didion, Slouching Towards Bethlehem (via suicideblonde)
I am too tired to type anything wonderful in this goddamn white space here.
tulletulle:
i think i love this song so much...
Wanderlust.
I think its time for some traveling in bout 2mths time.. Its been only 3weeks of my worklife in Jooja! but its taking a toil on me, guess its adaptation in progress..
Destinations ( 1/5)
1) Brisbane/sydney, find sis coz i miss her loads
2) Cambodia, explore
3) States (That’s if i feel rich)
4) Bangkok, I. NEED. TO. SHOP.
5) Japan, maybe, it will be fun to get lost there.
Time to...
Took a bus down to the beach at 9 at night, gobbled down out hokkien mee + beer despite the rodents & roaches & talked till our hearts are content. Our lives are so different right now but after 8yrs of friendship & wanting to kill each other at one point of time;
you are my soulmate, for sure.
February 2012
12 posts
“Some people were born to sit by a river. Some get struck by lightning. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people — dance.”- Benjamin Button
“Benjamin, we’re meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?” -Mrs Maple
Heart beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave How can I love when I’m afraid to fall But watching you stand alone All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow One step closer I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I’ll love you for a thousand more Time stands still Beauty in all she is I will be brave ...
I can’t change you but I can definitely change the way I think of you.
Fo.booth
Lucky me.
http://thisisluckyme.com/
This is da bomb.
January 2012
5 posts
Grateful.
“Omygosh! ): you shouldn’t be crying on ny’s. No one’s ever supp to cry on ny. ))) ; don’t ever let anyone take your happiness away okay? (: remb ny’s is always about a new start / beginning. I understand things may have changed between ** and you. But that’s only bcos time has made us become what we are today. E issues and situations we face ...
Empty my thoughts, step back & smile.
“The Tao abides in non-action, Yet nothing is left undone. If kings and lords observed this, The ten thousand things would develop naturally. If they still desired to act, They would return to the simplicity of formless substance. Without form there is no desire. Without desire there is tranquillity. In this way all things would be at peace.”
There’s so much disturbance...
bad karma this 2012;
- trust issues with the “best” friend just before the clock struck on ny’s day.
- drunk, screamed, cried.
- and no, i m so nt dating a dude younger than me, its so cougarish wrong.
i think its time to put a stop to partylife. time to get a proper job and back to act like a designer on drugs.
December 2011
8 posts
i do not want 2011 to end,
pls?
The power of forgiving.
“fag x 20 for being unforgiving.”
it felt like a slap on my face.
Its a daily habit for me to mock at the other party (loser) when he/she lose to me in a word fight so when he actually retaliate back, it sure was harsh.
and so i reflect..
like freaking learn to forgive rather than hate, fag.
✵
Overdue merry merry!
Santa left me a present: A wisdom tooth. Nobody’s touching it, not even the dentist.
hellyeahimiss u.
c u soon oz, prob next yr for skydiving.
Hope-ful.
When you found out that..
When things are not that complicated..
Thought #-10
Someone ever told me once:
“The world do not revolve around you, Jermaine.”
i guess i used to be an a-hole. x
“I look back over what I’ve written and I know it’s wrong, not because of what...”
– Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin (via cankerbloxxom) (via tarts) (via unicornology)
November 2011
2 posts
Thought #100
I will get a tat if its not for my parents who think inking is dirty and both swore
to sever ties.
Maybe i will. below my feet.
Post from the Present Past.
I guess my tumblr was in an empty shell state for the longest time till i read this arcturus book which clearly stated 12aug babies need “reflection time”. The link? Posting on my tumblr used to be my my 2am face-the-wall-and-reflect-upon-your-day-you-Juvenile activity.
So.. i do miss spilling my thoughts for the day but I was working. hard the past yr and in a not so intellectual...