“Omygosh! ): you shouldn’t be crying on ny’s. No one’s ever supp to cry on ny. ))) ; don’t ever let anyone take your happiness away okay? (: remb ny’s is always about a new start / beginning.

I understand things may have changed between ** and you. But that’s only bcos time has made us become what we are today. E issues and situations we face daily have a subconscious affect on how we perceive and act.. Its quite a big part of growing up really.

I hate that you felt most alone on ny’s. It isn’t supp to be that way. You were supp to crossover the new years w e people you love.. ): but ykno baby, you’re special e way you are, and there’s some many people doting and loving you. (; don’t let one incident ruin e year. )):

As for trust issues w **, I guess you must make a conscious decision if you can overlook this one ny’s for e 8 yrs of friendship. s: tough thing to do, but this will save e agony on having mixed feelings for ** whenever u guys meet. Otherwise, it is also gonna be whokays if you choose to say, “hey.. Whatever happens w ** happened, but yknowhat, heck! He’s still my friend, and I’m his. Not sure if we’ll share e same friendship we once shared, but I’m living my life! Gonna meet new people, make new friends, stay in aussie, and not be bounded by current issues and problems. Its gonna be a new years and I’m gonna start it right”. (((:

Jiayou baby. whatever you do, I’m supporting you. Xoxo, c.”

She has one hell bucketload of optimism in her. I m learning to live life happier and to be contented with what i have all because of her.  I LOVE U CLAR MOKKIES! baby, i am grateful to have ya in my life for the past 8yrs and counting.